Woman Rips Out Own Eyes Believing It Would Save World

At just 20 years old, Kaylee Muthart experienced a devastating meth-induced psychotic episode that led her to self-inflict blindness. In February 2018, believing she must "sacrifice something important to save the world," Muthart tore out her own eyeballs outside a church, an act she described as a desperate attempt to prevent global catastrophe. This harrowing event occurred shortly after a painful breakup and mental breakdown, following her use of methamphetamine.

Despite her profound vision loss, Muthart has demonstrated remarkable resilience and courage. She pursued education at a blind school, achieving her high school diploma and mastering essential skills like braille and assistive communication technologies. Now, years later, she is clean and reflects on her life, finding a unique silver lining in her condition. Muthart views her blindness as a "blessing," significantly reducing the possibility of returning to drug use.

Her journey highlights a powerful fight for sobriety and a unique perspective on life. While she sometimes ponders what life might have been like without her self-mutilation, she finds solace in her Christian faith and the support systems she has built. Muthart now wears prosthetic eyes and uses her experience to emphasize that overcoming addiction can be more significant than physical sight.