Trans Singer Reclaims Voice After Testosterone Effects

Trans singer Breton Lalama navigated the profound impact of testosterone therapy on his vocal cords, initially fearing the loss of his singing voice. This deeply personal journey, central to his identity and career, is now depicted in the 2024 film 'Really Happy Someday.' Lalama co-wrote and stars in the movie, portraying a musical theatre performer whose transition-related voice changes create significant challenges.

The film, directed by J Stevens, captures Lalama's early transition experiences and mirrors some of his own struggles. Vocal coach Ali Garrison, who has worked with other trans singers like Lucas Silveira and T. Thomason, plays a coach in the movie and aided Lalama in his own journey. She emphasizes the unpredictable nature of voice changes and the need for playful, curiosity-driven practice.

Lalama has since regained his singing voice, describing his current instrument as authentic and workable, comparable to a cis male baritenor. This recovery, achieved through years of patience and specialized coaching, represents a significant personal triumph. The experience underscores the complex, often painful, but ultimately rewarding path of gender affirmation for trans artists.