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"If I Go" Flies High with Lyrical Storytelling
30 Jan
Summary
- Film uses strained father-son relationship to depict Black Angelino life.
- Twelve-year-old boy finds creative outlets in art and Greek mythology.
- Father-son connection explored through shared hallucinations and aviation motifs.

Formally ambitious, "If I Go Will They Miss Me" uses a strained father-son dynamic to explore Black life in Los Angeles's Watts community. Writer-director Walter Thompson-Hernández captures the Nickerson Gardens housing projects as a vibrant setting for both love and conflict.
The narrative follows Lil Ant, a twelve-year-old sensitive to art and Greek mythology, as his father, Big Ant, returns from prison. Lil Ant initially views his father through mythological lenses, but Big Ant, wary of their similarities, pressures him to toughen up.
While trauma and toxic masculinity are present, they contextualize rather than dominate the story. Big Ant's fears stem from his own past, believing Lil Ant's artistic passion could lead him down a similar destructive path.




