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Holden Shares Raw Grief for Stillborn Son Theo
31 Jan
Summary
- Holden found solace by believing her son Theo chose her.
- She identifies as a mother of three despite his stillbirth.
- Holden aims to help others avoid insensitive language post-loss.

In a candid conversation with Alan Carr, Amanda Holden spoke about the profound grief following the stillbirth of her son Theo in 2011.
Holden, who was seven months pregnant when Theo was stillborn, shared her personal way of processing the loss. She explained her belief that Theo chose her for a brief period, and that he returned to the universe rather than going to heaven.
She emphasizes her identity as a mother of three, cherishing the time she had with Theo, despite him being born sleeping. Holden aims to help other parents navigate similar tragedies.
Reflecting on her experience, Holden recalled insensitive comments made to her after Theo's stillbirth. She highlighted the importance of sensitive language and the support provided by baby loss charities like Aching Arms.
She expressed gratitude for the nurses who supported her during her difficult time in 2011. Holden has previously spoken out about her experience to help other parents who are struggling with baby loss.




