Lorde Drops 49 Demos, Reveals Personal Battles Behind 'Virgin'

Lorde recently marked the first anniversary of her album 'Virgin' by offering fans a glimpse into its creation. She shared 49 demo versions of the songs, referred to as 'skeletons,' alongside candid notes and artwork ideas from that period. The artist described the album's release as a raw and exposing experience, admitting she struggled with how to discuss it publicly.

In a personal message, Lorde disclosed her battles with mental and physical health during the album's making. These included a significant breakup, an eating disorder, and a diagnosis of Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD). She explained that singing to herself and putting language to old stories helped her purge these feelings and achieve a sense of lightness and personal change.

Reflecting on the creative process, Lorde called making an album an 'absurd act' that necessitates deep self-absorption and immersion in one's own world. She acknowledged that the work is challenging and can be difficult for those around the artist. Despite the struggles, she considered every day of making 'Virgin' to be a gift, suggesting a profound appreciation for the eventual outcome.