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Panettiere's Pain: Brother's Death, Mom Estrangement Revealed
6 May
Summary
- Panettiere admits guilt over her brother's 2023 death.
- She is currently estranged from her mother.
- The star discusses struggles with addiction and depression.

Hayden Panettiere has revealed significant personal struggles in her new memoir, This Is Me: A Reckoning. She candidly discusses her battle with postpartum depression and substance abuse, admitting to lingering guilt over the 2023 death of her younger brother, Jansen. Panettiere detailed her brother's fatal struggles with crack and heroin, expressing regret that she could not save him despite her own past recovery efforts and attempts to get him into treatment.
The actress also confessed to an estranged relationship with her mother, Lesley Vogel, who managed her career during her childhood. Panettiere described her mother as a source of fear and explained that her memoir serves as a way to finally express her feelings honestly. Despite these challenges, she maintains strong relationships with her father and stepmother, finding grounding in her hometown of Rockland County.